I'm feeling a bit abandoned at the moment.

I have always had a few close friends within a close distance that I can always count on. Unfortunately it seems as if I am slowly losing contact with those friends as things in our life change.

My mood dropped today when I found out one of my closest friends is moving quite far away. Well, a few hours away, but she won't be going to the same school and there just to talk. It breaks my heart to see my social life disappear like this. Oh well. Life goes on, right?

I was finally feeling like I had a few friends at Columbia College, but now I am left there again. Now I won't have my best friend (someone other than Christopher) to rant about the other terrible people at the school (i.e. The Student Senate). For the first time in awhile (Since elementary school) I was feeling like I had a best friend to run to and talk about everything and now I won't have that--again.

I guess it won't be SO terrible, but with the wedding coming up next year, sometimes it is just nice to have a girl around--especially since she is my maid of honour--to just talk to. Now it is even more complicated because 2/3 of my part of the wedding party live a few hours away. Now more stress about making the bridesmaid dresses is pushing in on me and I am feeling a bit more overwhelmed. Ugh. There is some serious thinking I need to do about the wedding party situation.

Things are changing and there are somethings I don't like about it.

I'm going to go think about all of this and try to lighten my mood.

Yuck.

Any suggestions?

L.